Who Knew I Could Mess Up This Bad?

Who knew I could mess up this bad? Okay, we all did. So I've done a lot of things that I'm not exactly proud of....let's make a list of the top five worst things I've ever done!!! This list does not include bad things that I already know that I'm going to do:
5) Didn't tell anyone when I moved to Indoniesia....
4) Got in trouble at school....trust me, this only happened ONCE.
3) Yelled at my brother, mom, and dad.
2) Acted like a total bitch...trust me, this doesn't happen often but when it does, beware.
1) Deleted my blog and decided to be someone else.

Some people would say "if THAT'S the worst thing you've even done you're lying!"....in truth, I just have different priorities. No, I've never got in trouble with the police, or snuck out, or stolen stuff, or skipped class, or got drunk, or any of the usual bad stuff that teenagers would be assumed to do, but in my mind, I've been a terrible person. Just because I deleted my blog, then not cared. If I had gotten a long-term learning experience out of it, then maybe that wouldn't have been the worst thing I've done...but guess what? A month later (aka today) I told my friend that THAT blog was just a collection of my dumb thoughts....and this was my friend who really LIKED my blog and got really mad at me for deleting it...so now she's giving me the silent treatment....actually after I said "my blog was just a collection of my stupid thoughts" she said "you're scaring me" then I said "why?" and she said "i'm going to let you think about that for a while".....so I think now she hates me and will never talk to me again....but it was JUST A BLOG! Sure, it had a few decent thoughts, but it was still JUST A BLOG! Gosh, I don't get the big deal....and I don't see how I was scaring her! Maybe it's just 'cus I was acting like someone else, but I've been doing that a lot lately....she should suck it up and get used to it.